What started as a coping mechanism to deal with my depression and deepening winter despair has started to manifest itself as a passion and something I'd like to pursue further. I would buy movies on iTunes to watch to make me feel better but also to help me deal with my feelings and identify with certain things within my life and within myself. I'm thinking of pursuing film further, perhaps I'll find myself as a filmmaker someday. I'd like to create bizarre narratives with characters with bizarre and unusual habits inside strange and disturbing worlds. Worlds inhabited with feelings of depression, despair, fatigue, paranoia, dread, and phobia. Among others.
Shout out to Darren Aronofsky, Roman Polanski, Harmony Korine, John Carpenter, David Lynch..