So lately I've been having this compulsion to go on chatrooms...it's been difficult coping with my sexual frustrations since I'm single and everything...but miraculously something happened that really blows my mind. And I love the feeling. I just came home from classes one day (a few days ago actually if I recall correctly) and instead of hopping right on the chatroom....I didn't go on. I didn't feel like I had to go on. I don't know why I felt that way but it felt good.
Perhaps if I just paint more people around me and learn how to relate to others around me whom I cherish and appreciate...I can break this nasty habit. That's what I noticed. It was after I painted a portrait of
4 days ago. Perhaps if I can learn how to appreciate the outside world more (which I already do for the most part...or at least I try to...), then perhaps I can break off this nasty habit. Just gotta keep painting and sculpting. Just gotta learn how to relate to others."Do you wanna build a snowman?Or ride our bikes around the hallsI think some company is overdueI've started talking tothe pictures on the walls-" - Frozen